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Delhi's Diary 2003 ~ 2008 Delhi's Last Days
March 11, 2008 ~ In the early hours of the morning while her sisters and caregivers slept, Delhi made her transition. Her passing was silent and peaceful, she passed without waking. We are all spending the day honoring our last precious hours with her; caregivers are still fussing around her, whispering quiet goodbyes. Misty carefully touched all over Delhi’s body and then gently stepped over her, sheltering her dearly departed friend. We are honored to have been Delhi’s caregivers, thankful to be loved by such a kind and wise being. The gifts that Delhi has bestowed upon all of us have been immeasurable. We are ever grateful. March 9, 2008 ~ Delhi has been soaking in the loving kindness of her caregivers and sisters. She remains in her stall which has taken on the feel of a sacred space. Soft music flows from the front of her stall. This has become her focal point so that is where her gifts have been placed; burning candles, vases of fresh cut flowers, and figurines—all loving arranged with her Tibetan prayer flag suspended above. Delhi continues to eat but with less vigor than before. She is also drinking but her intake is greatly reduced. She savors her daily bath which has become a sweetly anticipated ritual, a deepening of connectedness for Delhi and her caregivers. It is the greatest gift to experience her calmness. The past three days we have noticed a shift; Delhi is sometimes less present, she is somewhere else while still being here. Her less present state does not feel bad, it just feels different—like she is somewhere else. When she is with us she is incredibly soft and relaxed, light as a feather, floating and filled with joy. As we recognize that it is possible that Delhi’s time is nearing we are thankful for the guidence we have received; helping us to understand how to support Delhi’s transition without burdening her with our fears. Reciting Delhi’s prayer brings us peace and reassurance. Delhi’s prayer: Delhi, I pray for your safe journey; unencumbered, light-footed and protected. I pray for your safe journey to where your spirit needs to go to.
February 29, 2008 —Delhi, pictured here with her dear friend Misty standing protectively over her, is savoring her multi-species hospice care. Pampered by caregivers and elephant sisters alike, Delhi continues to be calm and comfortable. In the past two days we have noticed that she is slowing down, eating slower and sleeping for longer stretches of time. She especially favors her long baths, free choice produce banquets and cushy pillows provided by ITW Shippers of Mt. Pleasant, TN.
February 28, 2008 ~ Misty spent a long time with Delhi today and Delhi seemed to enjoy her company. Misty is a big girl who often has difficulty being gentle but when it comes to Delhi, Misty makes sure that she is soft, gentle, and extra careful about where she puts her feet.
February 18, 2008—Delhi had a very good day again today—incredibly relaxed and peaceful. She slept more than normal and ate a little less, but is unbelievably calm, making it difficult to stop ourselves from curling up next to her to catch up on our sleep as well. She seemed a little more distant at times. Our Dear Delhi is starting to slow down a little more and remaining calm in the process of doing so. February 17, 2008—Tarra came in to visit Delhi this afternoon. First Tarra played with all of the sawdust and then she spent precious time interacting with Delhi, exchanging trunk touches and smiles. February 14, 2008— Delhi got a facial of sorts today. She has developed two small pressure wounds on the underside of her face, a place that is quite difficult to get to. This morning two of her caregivers removed the shavings and hay that were under Delhi’s head so they could flush the wounds and apply medication. Getting underneath Delhi’s massive head is no small feat since she only lifts her head for about a second at a time while shifting. So Mary and Kat made a kind of game of it; with one person on one side of Delhi’s head and one person on the other—just like in the summer when the caregivers would help Delhi swat those big pesky horse flies that always seemed to land in the places that Delhi could not reach. Each time Delhi lifted or shifted her head, the caregivers reached underneath and grabbed out handfuls of shavings and hay. As they laughed, Delhi smiled. When the entire area around Delhi’s face and head was clean, they slipped a flake of hay under her head to give them access to the underside. This way they were able to access her eye and the small abrasion next to it. The caregivers talked to Delhi explaining exactly what they planned to do and how. They told her they would clean the wound with saline that had been warmed, for her comfort it was not cold and that they were just trying to help. Delhi not only was fine with the medical attention, she seemed to want to help out. As her eye and abrasion were being flushed she would lift her head to give better access to the area and lean into the warm-water washes of her eye. All the while, not paying attention to food treats, just engaging her two caregivers in play and assisting them in their job of caring for an absolutely amazing girl. She really never stops amazing us and reminding each of us just how wonderful she is. It’s indescribable just how full she makes your heart feel. February 11, 2008— Our sweet Delhi continues to rest comfortably in the company of her family. A friend sent wonderful flute music for us to play for Delhi. She has been incredibly relaxed and perhaps this music is helping. All of the girls have been peaceful, keeping the energy in the barn very mellow. Today Delhi’s preferred foods were watermelon, cantaloupe and grapes. It seems what she craves changes from day to day. Her caregivers find great joy in providing treats that she savors. The back of Delhi’s stall has become a loving display of photos, candles, elephant figurines, flowers and a Tibetan prayer flag. The gifts have appeared unprompted over the past week, gifts of love from caregivers and other staff members. Delhi has given us so much over the past few years and today she is teaching us to live in the moment; no projection, no assumption, no worry—just Delhi with us in this very moment. February 8, 2008— Delhi continues to amaze us. Following her acupuncture and enema treatments, Delhi has begun to defecate normally, giving her caregiver an excuse to spend more time tending to her, insuring that her bed of sawdust is clean and dry. We switched her meds again and she continues to take them readily. We all share the joy and honor of getting to know dear Delhi, whether in person or through cyberspace—strangely there seems to be no barrier when it comes to these gentle giants. We ask that you join us in prayer for Delhi’s safe journey by using these inspired words. If we pray these words, and just these words, our voices and love will bond together creating the wave of loving energy that will protect Delhi as she makes her journey, remembering that where she is going is not necessarily for us to know, but for us to unconditionally support. Delhi’s prayer:
February 6, 2008— Although Delhi was showing no signs of discomfort, we decided to be proactive and bring in Dr. Mikota to do acupuncture on Delhi to help move her bowels. Delhi was awesome, accepting the treatment with only a couple of comments—the guttural verbalization she makes to remind her caregivers that she is in charge and calls the shots. We all reassured her that she indeed is still in charge. A few hours after the acupuncture treatment Delhi received a warm water enema. After about twenty minutes she began to defecate. Again, she was calm and showed no pain. Acupuncture and warm water enemas are a gentle way to stimulate Delhi’s bowels and seemed to be a good treatment combo for her. Her system is slowing down as she gracefully moves through her process. Caregivers continue to shower Delhi with love and care, taking turns being with her 24/7.
February 4, 2008—Dr. Steven Scott paid Delhi a visit this morning. He spent some time being brought up to the moment on her vitals and caregiver observations. She continues to rest comfortably and shows no concern or fear. She is eating hay and produce, bananas were her favorite today. We are grateful that she is continuing to take her oral pain meds so that we don't have to give her shots; that is a blessing. February 2, 2008— Delhi settled in for another of her long naps early Thursday morning and has not risen. The option of lifting her in a sling was discussed and rejected due to Delhi's advanced age (62+ years) and terminal foot disease. Alternatively, it was decided to keep her comfortable and pain free while supporting her through her process. Last night, Misty took turns sleeping next to Delhi then protectively standing over her while Delhi slept. All of the elephants remain calm and peaceful in Delhi's presence. She is eating, drinking periodically and seems quite content. We switched her pain reliever from banimine to ibuprofen today. She was amazing. The grand lady, who in the past would clamp her mouth shut tight and refuse to accept nasty tasting meds hidden in any medium, graciously accepted twenty-five apples and oranges, mostly oranges, with one 800mg ibuprofen pill in each one. She savored the fruit, then stretched, rested, savored the next and then stretched until each of her pills were eaten. Lauren, Kat, Scott, Mary, Carol, Misty and Dulary continue to shower Delhi with love and constant physical attention. Delhi is an angel, we are so blessed to be in her presence. She may be leaving us from this physical plane but never will she leave us from the world of wise souls, watching over us as we continue our work for her and her sisters. Please send light and peaceful thoughts of acceptance for our Grand Dame. True to her advanced species she would not want us to worry, because worry is wasteful—instead of worry, send love. The most profound thing you can do for dear Delhi right now is to open your heart in love and acceptance.
January 25, 2008— Delhi's last nap rejuvenated her for almost a week. Then again, early Friday morning, sometime after Scott left the barn at 2AM, Delhi laid down on her pile of shaving for another long nap. This time the caregivers were more comfortable regarding their role in Delhi's routine. Her vitals were monitored and her demeanor evaluated. It seemed this time Delhi was not as soft and relaxed as she had been the past two times she took her long naps. A remedy was prescribed to help her soften. If effective, the remedy would help her benefit from the rest by removing the discomfort she was experiencing. Even though Delhi appeared a little uncomfortable it was nothing that would suggest that she was in unnamable pain. Her leg stretches were a little stiff, not fluid like we would prefer to see. The remedy worked and Delhi settled right in and indeed benefited from her long nap. The caregivers are fully aware of how their emotional state can impact the elephants, so during times like these, when Delhi takes an extra long nap, we try to keep our anxiety in check. We all do our best to not project into the future, not burden Delhi with our fear of losing her and to focus on sending her support and acceptance for whatever is to come. And most importantly, we lavish Delhi with all of the love we feel for her. At 11 PM, as Scott dozed off just feet away from Delhi, she silently got up, doing her best not to wake him. Scott opened his eyes to see Delhi drinking from her personal automatic waterer—just as content as she could be. What an amazing lady she is!
January 19, 2008— 30 hours had passed since Delhi rose from her extended slumber. She has been active and eating normally. Scott stayed up until 2pm redoing Delhi’s shavings bed to perfection. If she laid down again Scott wanted her to be completely comfortable. Again when AM staff entered the barn they saw that Delhi was once again snuggled in a bed of shavings sound asleep. Without disturbing her they checked her breathing and examined the area around her body to ascertain approximately how long she had been lying down. That is just one of the great things about elephants, they defecate several times a day which can come in handy when a caregiver is trying to determine a timeline in just such a situation. It appeared that Delhi had been sleeping for no more than two hours…so they quietly crept away so she could sleep. Her second sleeping marathon was nearly a duplicate of the first. Caregivers monitored her as she rested paying close attention to any change in posture or signs of discomfort. Delhi never exhibited any signs of discomfort or concern, she simply rested. A remedy was administered but this time she got up before it was time for the second dose. Before 30 minutes had passed she was up on her feet, eating, drinking, and looking at everyone with that “what? I was just sleeping” look. Apparently Delhi does know how to take care of herself. January 17, 2008—This morning when caregivers entered the barn to start the AM shift, they found Delhi sleeping comfortably on a pile of soft shavings in her favorite stall. Misty and Dulary were huddled close in an adjacent stall, gently stroking Delhi’s face along with each others. The feeling in the barn was calm. The caregivers went about their chores taking care not to disturb Delhi’s slumber, appreciating that she was taking some weight off of her slowly deteriorating feet. Delhi is over 60, happy and playful and living with a full blown case of osteomyelitis in both front feet. It was not until early afternoon when Scott began to wonder if Delhi should be thinking about getting up; a conscientious caregiver is always challenged to allow the animal to do what they feel is best. This idea is contrary to the caregiver inclination to always be helping. In this case Delhi proved once again that the elephants have the wisdom to know what they need. If allowed they take care of themselves quite well. By the time Delhi had been sleeping for 10 hours her vets had prescribed remedies to stimulate her to get up and a plan was readied in case the hoist was required. Delhi received three doses of pulsatilla, a homeopathic remedy which in this case was prescribed to address her complacency with getting up. You see Delhi was quite comfortable lying down; she was warm and cozy. She was being hand fed her favorite foods, pampered by her sister elephants and caregivers, in between her bouts of deep slumber. At no time did she show any sign of discomfort, fear or concern. By all accounts she was just taking a very long nap. Our concern was that elephants can experience problems if they remain in a reclined position for too many hours. The problems are caused by pressure on their internal organs which makes it increasingly hard to breathe as well reduced circulation. For these reasons, elephants usually only sleep a few hours at a time—normally 4 hours in 24. But remember, Delhi is a senior citizen so she has been known to sleep more hours in a stretch than the other elephants. The game plan was discussed and we were all in agreement that if Delhi did not respond to the series of homeopathic remedies then she would be given a dose of banamine. If she was avoiding pain by lying down then the banamine would cut the pattern of pain giving her the freedom to get up. At 6pm, Delhi was still snoozing away so Scott administered the banamine while Kat and Mary hand fed her favorite treat—corn on the cob. A call went out to the other barns for their supply of corn and by morning the Asian barn cooler was over flowing with Delhi’s personal stash. The ten o’clock feed came and went with Delhi content to continue to catch up on her beauty sleep; her vitals were monitored and blood work was done in house. Her pulse was normal, her tongue was a perfect pink, and her breathing was normal and constant. Then at 11:45pm with one kick of her back leg Delhi righted herself and rose to her full stature which to all of us seemed feet taller than she was when she laid down. She was downright radiant, with that heart-melting twinkle in her eye and a cute little grin on her perky mouth. She accepted the hose Scott offered and drank for an eternity, then proceeded to eat and be fussed-over by caregivers and elephants alike. Yes, we were all relieved because even though we believe that Delhi is in charge of her own destiny and that we must support her choices for her life and passing, we were hoping to be blessed with more time with the magnificent lady…and we are. 2004 November 23, 2004 — Delhi's one year anniversary! » Read the anniversary messages for Delhi.
September 9, 2004 Today marks one month that Delhi has been a free elephant. What an inspiration!
August 9, 2004 11:45AM CT Delhi's quarantine is officially over. Carol opens the gate and Delhi is free to go. Delhi's Journey - Follow along in her footsteps as she enters the wilderness paradise at the Elephant Sanctuary where she is now spending her first weeks of freedom. Tarra has been waiting for days to make Delhi's acquaintance and wastes no time crossing the pasture to meet her. The interaction is pleasant yet uneventful. Joanna and Scott come to congratulate Delhi on her release and then off she goes, leaving Tarra and Bella behind.
Free at last.... Delhi and her caregivers have waited too long for her introduction to her new family and release into the habitat. Delhi did well throughout her quarantine but near the end she began to show a yearning to interact with the other elephants. It was painful to watch the other elephants pace around Delhi's yard and not be able to get close. Finally her quarantine is lifted and Delhi is free to go! After meeting Tarra close and personal, Delhi wasted no time exiting her quarantine yard and heading directly into the habitat. She was in no great hurry; there was no "granny dash" but she was definitely curious of her new surroundings. She walked across the open pasture to the creek that divides the valley. She dusted in the fresh dirt and sampled the china grass growing along the creek. This vegetation is new to Delhi and from the look on her face and her grazing activity, the china grass was a big hit. Delhi followed her nose, munching on trunkfulls of the succulent mini bamboo grass until she reached an area that used to be one of Barbara's favorites. This is an area of the creek that has dense vegetation, trees and more china grass then Delhi could consume in a week, but she was determined to try. That night Carol set out her sleeping bag on the edge of the dry creek bed to monitor Delhi during her first night. Just a good excuse to spend the night out under the stars in the company of the great beasts.
August 7, 2004
July 30, 2004
July 29, 2004
As per the USDA requirements, Delhi remains
in quarantine. Talk about a precedent setting
case. Delhi has contributed volumes to her
species including, possibly, the longest quarantine on
record. The caution is a safeguard for the health of
unexposed elephants. Delhi's extended quarantine
meets USDA requirements which applies not only
to Delhi but to
all the members of the Hawthorn herd. We do not know where all
of the Hawthorn elephants will be placed, but we do suspect that
they will be kept separate from non-exposed
elephants for an extended period of time to ensure everyone's health.
July 27, 2004
July 1, 2004 Delhi loves to play ball.
June 6, 2004 Delhi had a great time playing with a branch that started out as a toy and ended up as a snack. June 2, 2004 At 10:00 p.m. Delhi had not come into the barn; instead, she was fast asleep in the pasture. At 11:00 p.m. she woke up and was ready for her late night feed...outside. It was obvious that she had no desire to come in. When checked at 12, 1, 2 & 3 a.m., she was still contently grazing away with no interest in returning to the barn. For the first time since her arrival, Delhi decided to spend the entire night outside. We could not be more pleased that she is comfortable enough to stay out all night. May 31, 2004 Delhi's quarantine has been extended. May 16, 2004 Delhi enjoys a rainy day playing, then grazing, and then playing and grazing at the same time...so many choices. May 9, 2004 Delhi enjoyed this treat sent by Linda Dice, Jac Hone, Trish Kirk, Toni Miles, Karen Gaines, Margot Bowen, Lee Arami, and Angelika Mundt in honor of BONNIE BURN'S May 10th birthday. April 27, 2004 Delhi's x-rays indicate that ;her condition is stable. It is hard to determine if there is improvement at this early stage but judging from her attitude, weight gain and improvement in the condition of her feet, we continue to be optimistic.
April 10, 2004 Delhi has been enjoying the great weather and rapidly growing pasture grasses. Even though the grasses are hardly long enough to graze, she spends all day walking around happily grazing away. Right now she favors clover. If she can entice a keeper to detour from their appointed duties long enough to toss her a few soccer balls she will engage in play behavior resembling that of a rambunctious baby elephant. Her enthusiasm for life is infectious. After the ball game she will graze a little more and then fold to the ground for a well deserved nap! March 28, 2004 More x-rays were taken of Delhi's feet yesterday. She has finally gotten over her fear of the x-ray machine, she did great! Her feet continue to heal and her spirits are high. Many of you will notice that she Delhi put on a bit of weight. She has a very healthy appetite. Our challenge is making sure she does not gain too much weight. Today Delhi enjoyed the sun, grazing and bathing. She has a new water trough big enough to soak herself fully. It has an automatic float so no matter how much water she uses the trough always remains full, she likes that idea. We are all very anxious for her to be released from quarantine so she can join the other elephants and discover the ponds. Until then, her mini-pond will suffice. March 15, 2004 Delhi has had a great couple of days outside enjoying the sun and activity around the barn. She was observed playing with her pile of balls today. Several have strings attached which she grabs with her trunk and flings around and onto her back. Delhi has also developed a fondness for the Sanctuary dogs. She waits for the dogs to come running by and then joins them with her signature Granny-dash. Two more months until she is allowed to join the herd. February 22, 2004 Delhi was feeling quite feisty today. After her nap she wanted to play. She prefers kick ball but also like to play tag..."you're it", with the dogs and anyone else who will join in. This is great exercise for Delhi and shows that she is feeling pretty good. February 21, 2004 Delhi is doing well. She continues to be very playful and in good spirits. Today she settled in for a nap on a shady hillside, surrounded by a pile of toys.
February 2, 2004 Delhi continues to recover daily. We are seeing a marked improvement in the pads of her front feet which are callusing, regenerating into a thick pad. The daily foot soaks and Greentwo salve, along with a healthy diet and exercise have paid off. Delhi is moving more freely. She no longer has that sprawled stance she had when she first arrived and spends much of her time playing. Today it was raining, so mud became her focus. She spent the afternoon playing in the mud outside the front door of her barn. At one point something caught her fancy and she did the "granny dash" down the lane out into her yard disappearing around the hill. Without hesitation she did a full body slam into a soft mountain of hay created by a "round bale" that she had demolished earlier. She must feel good because she is playful, active and in good spirits. January 20, 2004 Delhi had the first in a series of trunk washes this morning. Dr. Scott arrived just after dawn to observe as keepers collected a sample of fluid from Delhi's trunk. This procedure is not new to Delhi. Over the past several years she has had this procedure numerous times. Federal law requires that all elephants are tested for tuberculosis annually. The reason why Delhi had been tested more often is that one of the elephant she lived with at the Hawthorn Corporation suffered from TB. Although Delhi has never had TB nor does she exhibit any signs of TB, monthly trunk washes are being done as a precautionary measure before allowing her in with the other elephants. Once Delhi has completed six months of tests she will be allowed to join the other girls. January 18, 2004 Delhi really is a great-escape artist. This evening when she was ready to come into the barn she did not wait for an escort. She simply pushed on the chain hard enough to spring the lock and nonchalantly walked up the corridor to the barn. There was no danger of her getting into an area that she should not because of the Delhi-designated corridor that leads from her yard to her barn, but it is humorous to see how spunky she is. Looks like a chain and average size padlock are not going to be sufficient to secure Delhi, so we will have to graduate to a giant size lock. Can't wait for Delhi to have access to the habitat! She is going to be a joy to watch.
January 14, 2004 Delhi's x-rays were read today. The good news is that the infections have not gotten worse. It is hard to judge how much better the condition is at this early stage. The x-rays have been sent to The University at Knoxville to be read by Dr. Ramsay and compared to her first x-rays. Our goal is to see steady progress which we believe the x-rays suggest. This will be a slow process, but if we succeed the infection will be stopped.
January 1, 2004 Delhi spent all day outside. She watched as Jenny, Shirley, Bunny, Sissy and Winkie made their way out into the habitat to enjoy the sun and a leisurely nap. She could even see Jenny scale the hill on her climbing excursion. Shirley stood in the pasture, waiting patiently as Jenny "did her thing". When Jenny finally returned Shirley greeted her and Jenny folded down onto the grass for a well earned nap. Delhi explored her entire yard, watched Scott as he prepared the elephant trailer for the trip to Georgia to pick up Tange and Zula and napped in her favorite spot under the trees. She woke to find Tarra sleeping on the hill behind her. Delhi knows everything the other girls are doing. Luckily she is more patient then her caregivers. We cannot wait for her to join her new family. In the afternoon Delhi solicited Scott for a friendly soccer match...guess who won.
2003
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